No Matter What…

Ceejae Devine
3 min readJul 16, 2024

Republicans will never be able to buy what they most desperately want.

“The university allowed me to express myself freely, to push myself, but also to accept my unique process. For some reason, in that space, I didn’t have any fear that anyone was going to criticize me…For one of the assignments, I created a red, yellow, and orange geometric face floating in space. It had an androgynous quality. A calm, peaceful gaze.” ~Memoir: GOD? DAMN

I’ve completely lost hope for a Democratic win in the 2024 Election:

1) It doesn’t have anything to do with Joe Biden’s abilities.

2) It doesn’t affect my understanding that God exists.

It’s based on personal experience and my understanding of world history.

Wealthy, often psychopathic, people have always managed to acquire power, but that’s not where anyone will find God.

Does that mean I think everyone should stop speaking “truth to power”?

No.

It means that I am going to refocus my attention on the incredible number of profound events I’ve experienced that I can only attribute to God because understanding the nature of God matters.

I’m not going to add, “…now more than ever!” because this has always been the case in regard to power dynamics.

Name calling isn’t going to stop me from sharing the stories.

I’ve found strength in many places, including the fact that Socrates recognized a similar kind of force in his life. Carl Jung describes it with incredible clarity.

No one will ever be able to take the events away from me.

No one can buy them.
No one can control them.

They are often difficult to understand, which is why people mischaracterize and fail to recognize God.

Piece of paper left on a restroom counter of a Washington State ferry that had a wilted bouquet on it. I was in tears about having to take my daughters to see their father for his custodial visits. I struggled with taking it, but it was at the end of a route, and I was sure it would just go into the garbage. The message: You’ve got a friend! take this home! enjoy, R. A. K (w/four narrow, messy but heavy, block shapes at the bottom). See below for information shared on either side of the note.
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I believe God has given/is giving me these stories because I’m the kind of person who is willing to give them the kind of focus, the kind of attention, they deserve.

We have access to thousands of years of information that supports what I have to share, but even if all of that were to go away, even if all of the people with that kind of knowledge were to go away, God will continue to give people, perhaps only the downtrodden, the kind of beauty no one can buy.

Memoir: GOD? DAMN cover in blues and golds with the image of the crab claw fossil/totem I was directed to in 1998. Subtitle: A series of miraculous events that guided the lives of a progressive woman and her daughters. #GodExists #NoReligionNeeded

Additional Alt Text for “You’ve got a friend!” note left on Washington State ferry:

Lock of Amber’s hair glistening in the sunshine with a pink satin bow.

“NO MATTER WHAT, I wouldn’t ever forget Amber’s goldilocks. Somehow the universe didn’t seem to want me to, either, or it was just the weird way my mind worked. But it turned out I wasn’t alone. Apparently lots of people recognize the “Goldilocks’ Principle.” Three of them appeared during our move…

…The third one revolved around trying to find a job…(it) was just right in a way that I could never have imagined. The store was called The Rack.

I couldn’t help but think about the wilted bouquet and the note signed, R.A.K. How I felt it was left for me. At that time, I pronounced it rock, given the event I experienced with the fossil, but with the unusual spelling, the “a” could be pronounced either way. R.A.K. = Rock or Rack. As crazy as it seemed, it appeared to be both.”

~Memoir: GOD? DAMN

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Ceejae Devine
Ceejae Devine

Written by Ceejae Devine

Writer. Feminist. Single mom. Premonitions, Guidance, Synchronicity: True Sources of Hope | Free Substack: Synchronicity, Documented | Ebook | Binder | She/Her

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