Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you will dismiss those who doubt. I have also experienced quite a few events that have caused me to search for answers. I have been writing for many years, and I am currently working on a memoir because I never dreamed these kinds of things could happen to someone like me.

For those who imply that the suffering of others negates a creator or perhaps thinks that people like you and I haven't "suffered enough in the particular manner that the world has seen in some places," so our stories don't matter, I would suggest they read Viktor Frankl.